sixth post. The devil's occasion?

I have been sleepless for nights. I'm suffering from insonmia. Not stress from examinations nor social problems. I am afraid that it is becoming a habit. My mind automatically thinks randomly and dives into the past by itself. I sleep at around 4.A.M each day. However, I do not feel tired or sleepy the next morning. Instead, I even feel more awake and lively than ever. Am I sleeping, did i slept the night before, with my eyes open? My body might be resting and my mind awake that kind of idea. I do not know what I am talking about.

Anyway, a few nights ago, at around three, I stumbled onto something, something so strange that kept me going until the break of dawn. I was drained out and hope what was found out, the series of coincidence is untrue.

Last christmas, I was asking around and wondering what festival christmas is and why do people celebrate chrismas? From the vague datas I gathered, I sort of figured out that it got something to do with Jesus.

During the sleepless night, I did it for fun, I did it randomly and continued on, thinking about the celebrity of christmas, santa claus. Starting from his name, santa claus. So, ha - ha, 'Satan Claws'. Since it has something to do with Jesus, the opposite side came to my mind. Then, I went on thinking of what our santa is wearing...

A RED SUIT.

Satan is in red, no doubt. Why is santa also in red? Why not green? blue? purple? white? or other colors? why red?! The way santa laughs, the deep ' HO! HO! HO! merry christmas!" started to sound evil to me and i went on translating " Ha ha ha! Mary(Mother Mary) Christ(Jesus Christ) - must! " Or other way, meaning, definition, merry-marry, mas-mars? It does not have any meaning not the ones i have, but it does sound religious to me. I did not stop here because I did not crack the code.

The christmas tree, All of you have seen a well decorated christmas tree before, no one hasn't. Have you all noticed what is on top of the tree? Yes, a kind looking golden star, that is approx one twentieth of the christmas tree. Why not moon, sun , or any other shape... I asked myself.

It came to me..., the symbol of satanism.

Search up google, go ahead people that have never seen a satan symbol before. It is a star with a circle surrounding it. Furthurmore, the shape of the christmas tree seems like a pyramid, triangle. In ancient egypt, the great pyramid of giza, the more power you have the higher you will be. Therefore, the king(pharaoh) is buried in the middle, the queen below him, followed by his servants at the bottom. The high almighty in this sense, the creator, is believed to take the place of the top of the pyramid.What i interpreted from the christmas tree is that satan is on top of us all, dominance of the world.

How dare you say christmas is related to satanism!! You have no understanding and knowledge of what you are talking about!!.
What I claimed here surely draws a lot of fire from fellow believers. However, I am a believer of all the high power almighty religious kings, but not the ones that call themselves the master of religious teaching and celebrating the days whereby they themselves made up.

fifth post. Deception made for personal gain.

BANK FRAUD

Todays post will on banks' conspiracies.

The way banks work, many people know, but how many really understand? It may be a simple logic of give and take, whereby they even give you money(interest) to help you keep your money. A positive graph. Tell me, who wouldn't want. Then, how does it become more wealthy and wealthier? You might ask. As on the outside it seem like banks are losing money.

The answer is, banks, borrow money back to you at a higher interest rate than the interest rate they are giving, without you realizing. Damn fools, you people with credit cards and paying instalments. A simple calculation, I will show you.

You just received your monthly salary of $5000 and decided to deposit into a bank which has 1% interest rate per month. You bought a tv set which costs $3000 and decided to pay by instalment because $2000 is not enough for you to spend for the rest of your month. Normally instalments are 10% of the item's original price, in this case, I shall reduce it to 5% to show you even at 5%, how brutally you can be slaughtered by its fraud. So,

$3000x 105/100 = $3150 <- Amount you are paying for the tv set
$5000x 001/100 = $50 <- Bank interest a month

You just paid $100 extra. To who? To the bank. For what? For nothing.

Banks are draining your hard earned money. Credit cards are the worst. Indirectly, swiping means borrowing money from the bank when you actually have the capability to afford. And once again you are throwing money to the bank because of convenience and pride sake. The more cards you have simply means the more stupid you are.

So what about the benefits and rewards they are giving out at the end of the month? Standing on a businessman point of view, why would anyone wants to clinch a transaction that loses money. Whatever tempting or high pricing prizes and benefits they might offer, it is just a trap to make you swipe more and lose more money. It will never balance the equation, they are always on the winning side.

To conclude, how bank works might look like you are borrowing them money, so they can borrow investors to earn part of their investment and our country blooms in economy. No. Majority of their income comes from citizen's pocket. Do not look down on their little interest they charge you for your credit cards and instalments. To a single, it might be seen as just a minimal amount of money, but try to picture everyone in the whole country giving you a dollar per month. It works the same way as the government tax, but the methods are different.

fourth post. QUERIES??? Solved.

Disclaimer: Read content at your own risk.


This post is not telling you what i may differ in or making you think how i think. 

As you all know, there are questions going on on how media affects the way we think or how the government manipulate our thoughts.

I believe that we all love the unknown, most people do.
For instance, you found out that you have taken a longer route to the bus-stop and regretted for not choosing the other path (shorter path). Unlucky you. We always assume that the unknown (shorter path) is the correct excuse for your mistake and we love it. We want to tap into the unknown. But what we are missing out is the details that completes the picture. You never know, there is a lunatic with a knife lurking behind the corner of the shorter route. What i am trying to say here is, we always want to try the other side of the possibility not understanding how the situation might change.

A mirror does not have a reflection of its own. You are telling me that the government is instructing us on what to do, who to be without us knowing because as we grow up we can become workers (slaves) for them instead of people who can think and have the power to overthrow. OR even the media defining what is beauty, using beauty as a product appeal, people in Hollywood is what you should be like, the tv is the correct fact, therefore, we should not believe in them and no one is to tell you what to do what is right and what is wrong but yourself.

Solid reasoning, invulnerable. Or not.

If the theory exists after a long period of time (I am not saying it will exist) Nah. It won't exist, how am i supposed to differ from the majority? They tell me to eat i don't eat? They bathe with water I bathe in mud just because we should not believe in them as what others do is trying to influence us to think their way that water is the correct way to bathe in, but i strongly think it is mud. Maybe the example is a-bit too off, but people will still believe in something that is already there and majority is doing it and it makes them feel safe, so they can jump-start to another level without having to clear the bottom levels. That is the core reason that we can advance. Lets be optimistic and open-minded, all situations are possible and anything can happen. After centuries, a powerful leader and his generations managed to convince the whole world to practice self-reliability and differentiation of the society. Everyone is happy, however the unknown is so tempting that a few think that ideas should unite and there must be something some commonality among people, a higher power or any practices. People are so stupid not to think in the same way and have a reason to have a common set of goals to achieve. (Although these goals are seen as slavery now, but what happens if we do not have them anymore?) There will be nothing to live or fight for. Then after several centuries again, another powerful leader emerged and influenced the whole world to unite and have a society to believe in. This process goes in a circle, never ending.

Notice that no matter what kind of advancement we are in, leaders play the most important role. Therefore there is no stand alone single person that can accomplish anything by himself. The theory is that if there are living things, be it animals or human beings there will be leaders. These are selected people we can believe in and trust. Religions have priests, countries have presidents, zeitgeist(a revolution) have zeitgeist leader.

To conclude, keep what you think is right in your head, be self aware of what is wrong and right and blend in with the society. After all, it is just our mind craving for the unknown.  




third post.

drugs for tonight
i didn't like him

second post.


Cambodians and their meat indulgence

first post.

you do not have to go far to go far